Love, love and love
When I was a teenager I used to read romantic books, and now I watched romantic movies. I can’t help myself. I like watching two people falling in love. It’s beautiful.
I was in a relationship for 8 years, but he was not the right person for me. We had so many things in common, but it was not enough. I could feel deep inside that he was not the right man for me. I could feel it but I decided to ignore what I felt. I wanted to believe that love is enough. Love can conquer everything.
I had this idea of an “happy ending” like in the movie. I did not pray about it. I did not know I should have prayed about it. I just did what I felt was right at the time.
I suffered a lot and fought for this relationship. I wanted the relationship to work. I really did my best, until I could not ignore the fact that this man was not right one. I learned a lot from my mistakes.
Some people say they love you, but they don’t necessarily know how to love. It can be toxic and abusive love. They say they love but they hurt you. Some people learned that love hurts. I love you but I hurt you. It’s something that they experienced in their family. They don’t know any better.
Other people are looking for someone to fill the void in their heart. They need someone in order to breathe. They feel alone by themselves. They are emotionally dependent.
What is true and pure love?
The best definition is in the Bible.
“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonest others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.””
What a beautiful definition! Don’t you think?
After this relationship, I made the decision to wait for the husband that God has for me. I remembered telling God I did my way and I paid a high price for each moment of happiness. I don’t think it was worth it. Now, I will do it your way.
After breaking up, it took me two years to heal completely. Then, I started building my life.
Yes, I want to be married and I want to have children, but I want that with the man God has for me.
If I have to fight and suffer, let it be with the right person approved by God. If God is in it, we will be both blessed.
Now, I have the right knowledge about men and about marriage as God intended it to be.
Yes, I like the feeling of love, but I want to share it with the right person.
The man that God has for me.
While waiting for this man to find me, I decided to open my heart to you and share my deepest thoughts about the feeling of love, to love and to be loved.
My writings will be about love not lust or sex, just pure love.
What love is for me.
As long as I am inspired I will publish my writings.
A très bientôt…
